Wake up

When I wake up,
The first person I think of is you,
Before I sleep,
The last person I think of is you.

But all I hear from you is sorry.
My mind went crazy
My heart break
My soul fly away

My heart cannot move on.
The moment I see you face,
I fall in love with you again.
I still love you.

But you have no feeling for me anymore
I am destroy
I am hopeless
I am lost.

4 years ago I was here and took a photo of Panda. Today I am here and took a photo of the same panda.

Then and now, a lot of things happened between us. But one thing never change. You are still an important person in my life and I want to be your everything.

The ring

Before you left for Malaysia, you tell me that you going to keep wearing the ring. I wonder why you say that you would do that.

The day we met after your camp, you are only wearing the ring. And you told me you have been wearing for some times. I wonder why again.

Not sure if you know, wearing the same ring mean something to me. I don't know what does wearing the ring mean to you? friendship ring? or just to make me happy? or you used to wear a ring? I know I am ridiculous and stubborn at times, but what do you mean by wearing the ring I gave you? Are you giving me hope? I am confused cause you asked me to move on.

After you read this post, whether you continue to wear or take out the ring, or what do you mean by wearing the ring. I hope you have an answer to my confusion.

I will be gone for two weeks. Hope you will read this post and give me an answer.

Okies...

I have no right to be interfering with your life.

You can don't tell me about your daily schedule.

I should not be disappointed that you are meeting other instead of me.

I am nut to think that you will tell me your whereabouts and doing without me asking.

I am nut to think that we have each other for everything.

After all, I must keep this in head. We are just friends. And you have many friends too.

Our time together will just get lesser.

I still have thoughts to be together with you.

Most of the times, I don't know what to say to you. All I know my reply is all rejection.

Disappointment

There is no anger but just disappointment again and again....

Sad

There is something wrong going around you and you just wish not to say anything.

Are you pushing me and other away?

Even a meet up is so hard. It all depend on dun know what you are thinking, feeling and doing.

My choice?

I choose pie.