My choice?

I choose pie.

One more day :)

메리 크리스마스 이브

Drama time

Finally found a site to watch this show :)

Endlessly walking

Endlessly walking around.. Seeing the decoration and listening to the Xmas songs... This is how I spend my weekend without you around...

Body ache for few days...
Headache on and off..

Emotion

Every emotion you have affect me.. When I ask if you are ok, you reply ya.. But your tweets say other wise..

Hope I am still your listening ear.. Someone you can trust just to tell your story to.

Awkward

The awkward moment when you don't know how to talk to me...

:/

Just a weird feeling today

Rest

I don't mind you ignore me to get your work done.
I don't mind you just reply me with just one word when you are busy
I just only want you to quickly finish your work, so that you can have a good rest.

Hide

Three times you ask me..
"You take the heat pack for me ar?"
And other two I cannot rmb..

Wonder why I cannot just say "ya. It is for you."

Why I must beat around the bush and don't admit...

Bad headache

Having a bad headache after 8 hours of sleep when I am back from a cold country... Is my brain frozen??

Upset

Upset that you no longer are feeling upset when you see that I am texting other people...

Upset that you only care for me as a friend.

Upset ....

Water

Water that cannot be return after pour out.

Use a cloth and wipe the water up. Twist all the clothing and cloth...

There... The water is back..

:(

Waiting for you SMS is like one of the worst time of my life

Little child in me

Sometime be a child and let you smile and laugh is a greatest joy in my life ;)

Getting your concern and dote... I like.

Nightmare

I dreamt that you ignore me totally.. Sad...

Delicious vegetarian burger

This is very delicious!!!

Happy 21st Birthday 12/12/12

Hello Hui Ru,

Xadrian here. Wish you a happy 21st birthday and many more happy birthdays to come.

Do smile more.
Do laugh more.
Do dream more.

Just want to say that you still bring sunshine to my life. No matter what you are still my first love. And still hope that you are my last love. 2, 5, 10 years later, I do not know what will happened.

Till now I cannot find anyone as perfect as you.
You are irreplaceable in my heart
My heart is still waiting. For how many years, I do not know. I know it is a fruitless wait... But for now I follow my heart. And my heart tell me that I love you.

Sorry that I have hurt you
Sorry that I have ignore you
Sorry that I make you feel tired of me
Sorry that I have lie to you
Sorry that I have left you

I understand that you have make yourselves very clear to me, that both of us are over. But you cannot stop me from loving you, doting on you, take care of you, concern of you. And I know my actions are unacceptable.

I did not have any surprise for you. Just my true feeling for you.

Your always,
Xadrian

11 December

I had a dream.. I wish it come true..

Because the dream is Fuyu and Haru got back together as couple. And they live happy ever.


My poly group has break up.. In this dream, they met and talk to each other again..