Why am I still struck in this love for her? putting myself into her world. I can never put her in my friend list.


Every word she say, hurts me....


"Don't bother about me, I already have nothing. Let me do what I want."
"I love her totally"
"You don't understand me."
"What are you like my sister, and her, assuming things, putting word into my mouth?"




Do you know every time you talk to me about you and her... my heart is bleeding... every time you tell me that you treat me as a friend only.... my heart went dead....




I am lying to myself by asking myself this question..... forcing myself to believe that I have doubt...
Did I ever love you or my heart is just soft for you....


Do you know when I know that I am not the one to solve your deepest love problem... my tears start to run.


I feel that even you read all these, there is nothing going to happened. I learn from you. No point telling, Nothing will change.