Stupid...

Maybe I should care less, so that I will be less angry.

When I see that you use the paranoid camera with someone that I hate... I am angry. I buy that camera for us to create memories.. not for you to create memories with her. (after you read this, you sure return the camera to me, and not use it.)

Now I wonder. what other things that I buy for you, you go and share with her. I hate it. I am the most stupidest person in the whole wide world.

You and her are not the same as before. You waiting for a chance to leave her. I say you just finding excuse. If you really want to leave, you just leave.. you do not wait for a chance.

I am sick, MC today..

Even you do not know. You did not even sms me, call me even once. I start to wonder unless I sms you first then you will entertain me. If not, I just someone whom you seek only when you need help or need something.

I said all my feeling to you. I know it is only one sided. It is my willingness. You will never never come back to me. Maybe you are right. If the day that you agree to come back to me, I would have say no...

As much as you don't like me to contact my ex. I expect you also not to contact your ex too.

I am starting to feel maybe I should reject my feeling for you is for the better. You will agree with me. After all this is just a dream of impossible. A dream of only my world.

You never believe that Promise are might to be broken...but.. you broke our marriage vow.

I never believe in friendship... till today... I still do not believe. Everyone around me, including you, teach me this point. In the end... I am still on my own till I die.

Still, I must thank you for everything, the joy, the laughter, the tears, the hate you gave to me. Thank you.

So you still think that every words I said is blaming you? Up to you to believe or not. I am not. I am just saying out my feeling.