You told me you will wear my ring forever even if you have to wear it around your neck. Because it give you security. Until today, when did you even wear it around your neck. If one person want to do something, she/he will put it all effort to get it done. You just keep it in the box.  

Then one day, you ask me if we should get a friendship ring. Cause you are used to wear a ring on your another hand. your request spear my heart deeply. I don't what is your inner intention. Maybe you just want a ring.

You goes around to tell my colleague that we are best friends. My heart pain again. But I take it as a cover to explain why we are always seen together. Cause we did not let them know about our past.

You ask me how come I never give you a heart necklace. I reply, "I will, only if I have your official boyfriend."

The stardom game:
You tell me that Cyn and Josh is engaged. I was puzzle cause you said that you only date A-list star. You reply that. "You give Josh chance earlier." and you know what, "For a moment, I was damm happy that are you hinting me that you are giving me chance earlier?" but then again, I tell myself, "dream on"

The very first gift I want to give you when Josh is your boyfriend is the heart-shape necklace. Keeping my words even in games. But you reply you don't like the necklace.... my heart pain again.

Sound like my heart pain every day. Is my heart tired? It is..... It is still beating for you.