[I do not like to explain of my action, that is why I don't like to go up to the office to see any of my colleague]
You walk off. I just went to sit at the Plazza. I did not look at you walking away, but I am sure you never turn back when you walk off. [Why do you not turn back? I feel that you don't care about me when you don't turn back. I know when you walk in front of me, mean you are not happy about something.]
Today, that was a time, you walk off. And I say out loud to you, "why you never turn back?". You shook your head and just when you turn left you look back and smile. Immediately, I feel happiness.
Do you remember I answer you why I like you? It is because of sunflower. Your smile is my spring. Your laughter is my sunflower. With the combination, I feel like we are running in a garden of sunflowers.
Coming back after you walk off and head to the office to return the keys, I sit at the Plazza. You tell me that you don't know what time you going to stay until. I got worry, but I know you want to be alone. I waited, and waited. Finally I go up to you. At least I thought, I just keep quiet and be with you.
You cried. I am helpless again. No matter what I say, seems helpless. I only can be at your side. Kind of useless too, since I cannot afford a car or a house.
In the cab home, I whisper things to you. When you tell me that you want to sleep, I was sad. [thinking that you don't want to listen to me.] Then again I realize I did my mistake again. I should think on your shoes. You are tired. I should just be quiet at your side.
If you ask me what I said that night, I do not remember now. All I remember is, I hope by staying close to you, feeling your breathing, holding your hands, I can give you comfort, secure and warm.
And I wish I can give you a kiss on your forehead every night. so that you can sleep soundly and have a good rest.
When you tell me that you will sing to me everyday, I am very happy. I feel peace when I hear you sing. That is why I fall in love with you.
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