Dear Matsuo,
I am worry. The moment she sms me that she need the money to pay for drinks, my mind went worry mode. She is now in the state of bad mood. Will she drink too much? And her health, she is not suppose to drink. I hope I have mistaken her word, "drink" as just drinking non-alcohol drinks.
I have to stay calm. She don't like to be controlled. She is someone who can think. I must give her freedom. Argh... why there is no sms from her. Her one word reply is either she has no mood to talk or she is busy to talk.
Whole day I am thinking about her. Now I am worrying about her. Should I call her? or leave her alone? I wish I can fly to her down and bring her home. I remember that if I have a car, she will listen to me as and when I want her to be home. Argh... wish I have a car now and bring her home.
Suddenly all her words she say about sleeping forever and not waking up, that she is very tired and want to give up.
Please let her be home safe and not so late. I am waiting for her call...
I seem to have no mood to do anything... only waiting for her call.... If I call her and then piss her off then she is not happy. Argh...
Sign off,
Fuyu
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