15 Aug

Sorry if I have hurt your feeling last night... of saying nosenses on the phone last night...

The funny way of saying is... You said," I own you alot and forever." So now I am paying back my debt. by sticking on to you, help you in everything.

The serious way of saying is... I want you to be happy. I don't want you to be unhappy. Anything that make you unhappy, I will block it. (not saying that I am going to be over-protective. I still want you to be independant, but can dependant on me)

You got money issue, I will support you financially. I always sacred that I will spolit you. But I am wrong and give slap myself for thinking this way. I should trust you.

any relationship is built on trust. That night you say I do not trust you when I tried to be blind. I did alot of thinking after that. Slap myself really. I have not trust you 100%. That is why I thinking so negative everyday. Of coz, I do not know where this will end up to be. But before anything and everything, I must trust you totally. It is not just say only, I must work on my actions.

Now that I return the ATM card to you. Please eat and drink enough. Do not worry about money to pay your production shoot, your phone bills. [but you really need to sleep well and wake up on time, Your laziness really really too much ar] I really really just want you to stay healthy and eat well. Do not be trouble and then neglect your health. Going back to the funny way of saying, "我欠你一辈子。" 你就让我还债。