Thursday, August 9, 2012

irritated

getting irritated that you and your friends is having 24/7 discussion over project. Can't you all be more organized and be more aware of personal space? It is like everything must say and talk about immediately. It is weekend. Give u a break la. Go school and discuss la. WTF la. I wonder how can you all survive when there is no such thing as handphone and sms. The convenient of technology has really make people less discipline, more lazy and disorganized. OR rather can you and your friends make clear what is work time and rest time?

You always press me to tell you everything... and when I press you to tell me something. You always "win" with "I don't want to say, Don't force me to do something I don't like." Win le la.

Do you know that u make me know what is hate? Because of you, I hate you know who. Seriously you and that person will never end. stop bullshiting about break up and stuff. you guys still sms each other. Ya I have no right to stop you to meet, sms, talk to that person. And you have no right to stop me talking to whoever I want. Please la. You can make me promise but you can never promise me what I want from you. Talk about being fair. HAHA.

I don't know what are you thinking. You want to stay with me, you treat me as family, you said you still like me. BUT I AM ONLY YOUR FRIEND. You are the one who make this happened. you make me your friend. But why we are not behaving like one. WHY!

I may look normal on the outside but I am crazy inside my head. I am getting more irritated easily. I cannot stand not knowing what is going on. I hate it. I never felt so useless. Your rudeness, Your temper, Your laziness. How the hell I can tolerate your nonsense? In this whole wild world, why did I let myself to be bully by you mentally and physically?

I am really tired liking you already. it is just draining me off. mentally, physically and financially too. I cannot keep up with your expenses. Do you know that ever since we are together, I spend over 40K. How do you suppose I can buy a car with your high maintenance expense? I am really piss off with you for wasting $99+$50 for the korean class. It is too much already. you skip one - you are sick, 2nd - becoz of her, 3rd - becoz you are tired from school work. and now you want to learn K-pop. If you skip any of the classes, you pay for the fee yourselves. You say people waste $6k on that piece of wall, You also waste money on cab, which also can match that amount already.

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